do i wanna look pretty or interesting?

if you were to look at a list of all my recurring dilemmas, you wouldn't see anything too out of the ordinary. you'd see the choice between a sweet or savory breakfast, going to bed early or late, putting gas in my car now or later, a lot of mundane shit. and then you'd see, towards the bottom of the list, something a little bit more interesting, a bit more complex, with a bit more nuance: the choice between looking pretty or looking interesting.