Desert Fathers in a Year: Episode 21 Bonus Roundtable - Necessary Words

Overview

In this bonus roundtable discussion for Episode 21 of Desert Fathers in a Year, host Jamie Baxter and guests Adam, Doyle, and Jared dive into the fourth chapter of the systematic collection of the Desert Fathers, focusing on self-mastery. The episode explores a powerful saying attributed to Abba Serapion, highlighting the liberating power of confession, the importance of vulnerability, and the role of spiritual fathers in overcoming sin. The discussion emphasizes the timeless wisdom of the Desert Fathers and its relevance for modern Christian life, encouraging listeners to embrace truth, communion, and accountability.

Key Themes and Insights

1. The Power of Confession and Vulnerability

• Saying Summary: Abba Serapion, as a young monk, secretly stole rusks (hard bread) after meals, unable to resist the urge due to shame and silence. When visitors prompted his elder, Abba Theanas, to speak about hiding thoughts and self-control, Serapion was convicted, confessed his sin, and experienced a dramatic spiritual liberation, symbolized by a fiery lamp and sulfurous stink leaving his chest.
• Liberating Truth: The panel reflects on the transformative power of confessing sins, which breaks the isolation and despair fostered by hidden habits. Serapion’s confession not only freed him but became a testimony passed down through generations (from Abba Theanas to Abba Moses to Abba Cassian).
• Modern Relevance: In an individualistic culture valuing privacy, the saying challenges listeners to reject the “demonic” tendency to withhold weaknesses, emphasizing vulnerability as a path to communion with God and others.

2. The Role of Spiritual Fathers

• Relational Healing: Jared highlights Bishop Varden’s insight that Serapion’s sin created a relational wedge between him and his spiritual father. Confession restored this communion, underscoring the necessity of spiritual fathers to guide and reflect God’s fatherly love.
• Communal Beings: As bodily and social beings, humans need earthly mentors to embody divine accountability and love. The panel contrasts this with modern dualism, where one might rely solely on a distant “heavenly Father” without earthly guidance.
• Father Wound: The absence or rejection of spiritual fathers can hinder spiritual growth, mirroring the impact of a biological father wound.

3. The Unity of Desert Tradition

• Legacy of Names: Doyle notes the saying’s chain of attribution (Cassian, Moses, Serapion, Theanas), reflecting the Desert Fathers’ humility and unity. They sought no personal fame, blending into a cohesive tradition rooted in St. Anthony, as Bishop Varden emphasized.
• Timeless Words: The careful preservation of these names and words, despite the “tsunami” of modern information, underscores their spiritual power, memorized and transmitted for 1,700 years.

4. Fraternity and Accountability

• Confession as Icebreaker: Doyle shares a personal experience from an Exodus 90 Freedom Summit, where men’s vulnerable confessions of struggles (anger, alcohol, lust) united 200 participants, proving that shared accountability fosters communion and healing.
• Reciprocal Vulnerability: In small groups, leading with openness (e.g., Doyle’s sharing of past struggles with drugs and alcohol) sets a tone for authentic sharing, countering surface-level conversations.
• Bishop Varden’s Warning: Hidden habits and half-truths give the “hater of good” (the devil) an opportunity. Bringing sins to light through confession is the path to freedom.

5. Providence and Courage

• God’s Disposition: Adam reflects on Serapion’s realization that God orchestrated the visitors’ conversation, prompting his confession. This “disposition of God who loves mankind” reveals divine providence in painful circumstances.
• Courageous Response: Serapion’s choice to confess, seeing God’s hand in the moment, models the courage needed to respond to grace, leading to his liberation and potential sainthood.
• Application Today: The panel encourages listeners to trust God’s providence in their struggles, responding with perseverance and faith for transformation.

6. Practical Takeaway: Communal Accountability

• Adam’s Exercise: Form a group text with trusted friends to confess sins (e.g., pornography, gluttony) by texting “I failed.” Within 24 hours, group members fast from a meal for the person’s good. This practice:
• Facilitates self-examination by tracking habitual sins.
• Fosters communion through reciprocal love and support, as St. Thomas Aquinas defines it).
• Brings light to hidden struggles, breaking the devil’s strategy of isolation.
• Habit Formation: Small, consistent acts of confession and fasting can lead to profound spiritual growth, echoing the Desert Fathers’ emphasis on daily discipline.

7. The Danger of Habits

• Jared’s Reflection: Both good and bad habits, done daily, shape one’s life. Unchecked sins, dismissed as “just one time,” can lead further astray, while consistent virtues draw one closer to God, offering hope for transformation.

Memorable Quotes

• “Beware if you find yourself developing clandestine habits… You may be giving the hater of good an opportunity that he does not deserve.” – Bishop Varden

Call to Action

• Join the Kings of Summer Challenge: Download the Exodus 90 app or visit Exodus90.com to participate in a summer challenge reading 1 Samuel, focusing on the virtues of King David and Saul to overcome spiritual malaise.
• Engage with the Podcast: Visit desertfathers.com to subscribe to the newsletter, submit questions for Bishop Varden’s Q&A, or share the podcast with a friend. Leave a comment or review to support the show.
• Practice Accountability: As Adam suggested, form a trusted group to confess sins and fast together, growing in holiness through communal support.